Re: I spend hours a week on my own damn horse, yet I ride other peoples better!?
what you need, is to just go, go out for a hack on your own, take it slowly, build your confidence in yourself again, i always feel better for it, just do what you want to do, without feeling pressure or like people are watching you...
you will get to shows! easily, i've seen your videos, your perfectly capable, i think college stuff is making you feel poop! honestly, the balance between college and horses is a nightmare i swear, i dont know how i am going to pass my art stuff, i have done nothing cos iv been so stressed iv been hacking out as a way of escaping it all! haa.. could you lunge for the next week, until your exam is over? and see if it helps that your exams are done.. once you've sat them you've sat them, wouldnt worry about results until the day xx
i cant drive either!